Kosong

Xtau kenape skrg ni aku rasa bosan sgt. Kekadang rase sunyi je xda kawan. Well maybe sbb die g laut so aku xda sesape nk bercakap. Aritu kuar ngan anis pun aku mcm xda mood. xleh nk enjoy sgt the moment aku kuar tu. Badan ngan anis kepala melayang ntah ke mana. Sori la ni mcm sessi meluahkan perasaan je tapi mmg skrg itu la ape yg aku rasa. Tetibe aku rasa kosong je as if aku xenjoy ngan idup ni

Sabtu lepas dtg ofis konon nk siapkan keje. Bajet nk dtg pagi tup2 kul 12 baru aku kuar umah itu pun lepas brunch kat umah. Smpi ofis duk sorg2. Intenet plak xdok!!! Ape ni seme mogok ke huhuhu NAsib la bleh la aku setelakn keje2 tertunggak. Xda byk pun setel akaun sket2 bile dh puas ati aku kene bersiap sedia utk kuar ngan kazen aku. Dh janji ngan die nk kuar. Wpun aku terasa mcm mls tapi xbaik hampakan harapan org. Sementara nk tgu tu aku pun amik la gmbar2 mengarut semata2 utk hiburkan hati yang lara ini huhuhuhu

Gambar mengarut semat2 utk hilangkan bosan

Kul4 lebih2 sket bile kazen aku dh tny mcm2 aku pun tolak g hostel die. Nak cari brg katenye. Wpun aku xbese ngan die tp xleh la kan xbaik sombong mana tau pasni jadi baik ke hehehehe Pas amik duit seme g ECM cari brg die aku pun ikut je melayan perasaan, nasib ada mbr die bleh gak melayan sbb aku mmg xleh nk lyn die, mood tu xdtg. Ntah la jln2 pun aku xrasa mcm kosong. Nk soping xleh bajet dh lari gile2 babeng. So juz cuci2 mata jela. Lepas ECM g parade plak, barang yang mahu dicari xdok. Kat parade pun xda cari teruntum, teruntum pun xda last2 aku sugest g BATA kat tepi jln tu je. Bygkan shoping mall sebesar2 kilang tu xda,kedai bata tepi jalan tu baru la ada kasut yg diidam2 kan. Nasib aku pompuan,faham la sket2 peel org pmpn hahahaha ( teringat time buli die semata2 utk cari kasut aku hehehe)

Lepas solat asar bawa la dorg g pasar malam. Kebetulan aku pun dh lama xg sana byk la dorg berjalan2. Mgrb baru balik (kalu mak mertua tahu ni confirm kene ceramah 7 hari 7 malam hehehe)
Mlm tu aku duk umah je. Xkan nk kuar lg kot dh la hari tu bday mak aku. Kang jadi anak derhaka plak asik kuar je. Aku pun ala2 penat jgk. 2 mgu berturut2 aku kuar berjoli sakan. Aku rasa maybe sbb tu aku bosan kot. Duk sesaje je xg berjalan. Masalah nye xda org utk diajak bersosial huhuhu

Arini isnin hari mule bekerja. Mmg mood tu xdtg2 lagi. Eh sesat ape mood aku ni xjupe2 lagi.Sementara tu bleh la kill the time ngan mencoret sesuatu. Mencari ilham dgn membaca blog2 mbr yg lawak nk mampus penuh dgn sinikal hehehe (thanks bro, u give me the inspiration). Kalau la bleh bercuti kemana2 utk menghilangkan tensen, stress bosan dan kesunyian aku ni. Ntah kenape akhir2 ni Pulau Pangkor sentiasa dalam angan2 aku.......

LeGa!!!!

Akhirnye arini aku dapat menyetelkan beberapa keje ku setelah lama hutang tertunggang nya tidak dilangsaikan. pasni bleh la tnjuk muke berlagak sket depan bos aku hehehehe tapi ada certain2 lagi yang xsetel. Chaiyok YaMie selesaikannya secepat mungkin spy bleh menunjukkan muke terlebih berlagak lagi hehehehe

Si dia telah berangkat ke laut maka bermula la episod hidupku yang sebenar. malam ku tidak akan menjadi sperti sebelum2 ini lagi. Ai jiwang nye ayat.

Tapi ada je lagi prob yang aku xleh resolve smpi skrg:

1. Balik ofis kul 5(smpi ke sudah asyik blk dkt2 kul 6)
2. Spend time utk update dr sndiri ( blog, frenster, facebook etc)
3. Simpan duit nk kawin =)=)=) ( asik soping je xigt dunia)
4. Dilema ant 2 =)=)=)

Dah la aku nk blk la. Dh kul 6.07 minit ni aku xnak tido cni.

xoxoxo
YaMie

I need a time out!!!!

Gosh guess where am i now? I'm still at the ofis. Wat am i doing rite now???? I dunno it juz that i need a time out from all this mess. It's not that i'm so depress..no i am not but i dunno got a lot to do in a short time. Got a lot to think when my brain is juz that small =(=( sometime i juz thought that maybe i'm not that good compare to others. Well maybe it's juz my habit n i had to get rid of it, if not i will juz stay at wat i am now =(=(=( sooooo sad

XOXOXO

10 February 2009

Today is tuesday, as usual going to work in the morning. Bekerja keras demi mencari sesuap nasi huhuhu duit gaji dh abis g soping waaaaaa

Xda idea nk tulis ape sj nk update the blog since soo long ditinggalkan. Can't wait for this 14 feb. It's not that i'm going to celebrate valentine ( no & never) but the kaki's will reunite again to watch PGL the musical. Seem that everybody is on the mood for PGL. Tgk frenster, pic g PGL, buke facebook bergambar semasa PGL. But i don have anything nice to wear, ssh sgt pkai baju kurung tapi... hmmm xpe jgk kan pkai baju kurung. Will think about it again every single day....

Y i'm still missing you =(=(=(

XOXO

Alone in the office

Moshi moshi long time since my last post last year(sooo long time ago).
Actually i'm at the office rite alone doing nothing juz wanna setle some of my work that i cannot finish it during my officially working hour. I dunno y but it's the truth. Decide to come in the morning but accidentally terlajak tido till 10 in the morning *sigh*. So only on 3.30 i arrived at the office. So scared that there's no one at my floor. Xpe la juz trying to finish my work although i know that i cannot finish by today but at least i get motivated by 'u' to work soooo hard sampai dh bosan2 hehehe Sambil2 tu dengar la lagu dari ltop coz this pc don have any graphic card waaaaaaa

Tgk, org buat keje tau siap ada mister potato lagi teman hehehe

Okies seem that it was now 5.56pm. Thought that wanna wait for my downloading file to finish but the pc is sooooo slow that i don wanna wait ANYMORE. Till then.....

XOXO

Ayat-ayat Cinta

Just read 'Ayat-ayat Cinta'novel. Memang bes gile novel tu. Bukan novel cinta sebarangan, bleh kata mcm novel dakwah pun ada, motivasi etc. Cite nye tentang Fahri pemuda indonesia tgh belaja kat Al-Azhar. Cite nye mengenai kehidupan die kat sana, pasal die belaja, cara die interaksi ngan jiran tetangga (aisey ayat skema la hehheee) Part yg plg bes ialah bile die nk kawin ngan pmpn turki. yang menarik nye mmg cara nye cara islam. Dorg mmg xkenal satu sm lain tp berpandukan solat istikharah akhrnya dorg kawin n hidup bahagia. Dorg bercinta selepas kawin which is what Islam told us to do. walaupun xkenal satu sm lain dorg stil bleh hidup bahagia. Berangan gak kalu la dpt laki mcm tu mmg syukur alhamdulillah btol. I'm not a good story teller better korg baca sndiri n faham sendiri. But it is a veeeerrrrrrry good novel. Aku dh jadi peminat Habiburahman El-Shirazy. Pasni nk cari buku die yg lain.

I hate interview!!!!!

G'day folk, gosh i really hate it. Just receive a phone call from gombak yesterday. I'm on list for an interview for post science officer. Why is it so soonnnnn. I don't know, maybe you'll say that it's good for me, yeahhh agree with that but actually i'm not ready for that. I hate interview!!!!! Maybe because i'm not confident with myself. I dunno....what if suddenly i tergabra depan interviewer tu. What should i do? Mmg dari dulu lagi org xsuke g i.view,but wut can i do, it's parts of process for you to get a job. Tolongla xtau nak buat ape. Org jadi camni maybe sbb dh trauma kot g i.view mana2 mesti kene reject. waaaaaaa